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Hmmm.What could be the wildest possible content of this post!? 32 All Out? I miss Vaibhavi. Even though she's been away from the country for only 3 days... Even though i just chatted with her yesterday and didn't feel a thing! Well...I miss calling her and nit picking tiny ridiculous fights.I miss her outrageous sense of glamour and fashion that makes her look the classiest and most stylish gal I know.Enough! Lo and Behold! Am not a lesbian. I just miss a wonderful friend...Why 32 All Out? Its the guy she married! Well she's an ever smiling babe!They both grin with their teeth (dunno whether All 32) out...Check out the snap.. You'll know what I mean. :0DSo seriously! Whats the point of this post... I miss all my buddies. I miss being able to pick up the phone and dial those many numbers on my list(Hey! Am not pretending to be popular!) I miss chatting non stop over ridiculous issues. I miss ogling at guys and giggling like a little school girl. I miss wanting to shop till I drop. I miss worrying about school, college, exams etc.etc.I miss being innocent.That fact, that time makes you so aware and teaches you so much is a true deterrent to enjoying one's life. Not that its not good. But it hampers progress. What? Well. After a while you stop enjoying wanting to know and learn more. Curiousity gets filled with fear.Responsibility brings great caution and what next can be a knee jerker! Well, who said growing up is easy? Na na na... Don't be mistaken. Am not facing the blues, and not entering adolescence blah blah blah.I just wanted to express what I feel. Isn't that the point of this stupid blog idea any which way?And the greatest thing that was ever said "I want to break free!"
4th Nov: I still coouldnt believe i was on my way to Goa for my best friend Rashmi's engagement... we reached Goa, late evening, met her "tobe" family :D had dinner, yappped till early morn... totalllly ripped off gaurav- poor guy i tortured him with my non stop ragging!n then slept off only to be woken up for b'fast n an exciting day ahead! 5th Nov : Rashmi's engagement day! we were all ready n set by 6... we went to Gaurav's place (Rashmi's fiance) for the ceremony...beautiful house n a very handsome dog ! fell in love with the whole concept of Sakar puda( thats wat the goans n maharashtrians call the engagement ceremony) where the couple exchange sugar to mark their ceremony... they played a game... b4 the rings got exchanged where the made rashmi sing n gaurav propose in ishtyle! his parents were sooooo coool! we just couldnt stop laughing! All the love and romance in the air made me so heady... post dinner we went to Tito's (rashmi,gaurav, their siblings, gaurav;s friend Shirish, and me n ma sis Juhi) - the music n the place was sooooooooooo awesome... i got on the flooor n was lost in ma own world... non stop dancing... just guzzled a beer or two... dint neeed n alcohol... the whole evening was sooooooo dam intoxicating!!!! like some1 had entrapped me in a trance enchantment!! Next morning... we head out to xplore the beaches of Goa... had a long ferry ride with jhatak music entertaining us... had coffeee and then back to the hotel for the cocktail party... there again... we had a fab time chatting up with both their families, yum,mmmmmm dinnner n cocktails!!!!!!! next day... back to bombay.... MAN I HAD SUCH AN AMAZING TIME.... he is a Goan and she is a Marwadi! waaah! tok abt love marriages ! i know one thing after i see the two of them together.... true love ... conquers ALL !!! Well... atleast my faith in love is still intact! AMEN
Vermillion sun set.Hands folded, I look upto the almighty.Flashes of memory scar my mind.The soul is forlorn and desperate for equanimity.I breathe my day's work and look up for answers.I find none. . .Restless. I search.Alas! I tiny hidden voice speaks, "You search in vain!", it says." He who has no questions, seeks no answers."
